Craziness

Hello Cyber World,

As you know from my previous post I will be using this to either complain about my boyfriend, brag about when he is actually nice, or talk  about shoes. At the moment I am going to say that my life is crazy, i love the fact that its crazy but sometimes i just need some stability. i have found that my friends and boyfriend give me the stability i need, but the again they can cause some of my problems.

Like now for instance i was joking around with my friend and i get told to calm down, i was perfectly calm, but they made me uncalm, telling someone to calm down is never the answer. Now we are both pissed and uncalm.

I have checked off one reason for blogging, lets check off another. Shoe talk time!!(: Haha, i love shoes, i just ordered a pair of 3.75 inch with 1 inch cork platform wedges. They are adorable summer to die for shoes. They are strappy wedges that a girl like me needs, im 5'2" dating a 6'2" guy, i need all the extra height i can get.

Today my boyfriend is being kind of sweet. I never call him nice, because then i cant call him mean. Sweet and kind imply that there is some niceness but it never fully comes out as nice. Some people may call me cray for how i handle my relationships, but i need to train my guy to fit me, its like breaking in those new shoes if it takes too long you give up and never wear them or give them away. If it works you have the perfect shoe fit to you and you only.I may be crazy but who knows.


The moral to this is I am crazy and there is nothing you can do but try to understand. I wish you luck <3